Hell NO!

Boring this work keep appear in my life. It's terrible which means sucks okay.
Life mean-less.
Without any direction.
Without any reason.
Without any of shit.
S U C K !

Hey,daddy. I'm not wanna be a rubbish la but now i really haven have my direction of education or else too :(
So can you don't force me?
Let me be myself?
Let me do the choice for the rest of my way of life?
Don't treat like I never think about it?
Never plan any of it?

Don't know what else can i do at my bao bao mummy office. Line down and what can i do is just type type type and NDS NDS NDS saja! Which is mean H-E-L-L. Haiz,wish i have a easy,fun job but i know. Hard right? That's why hard to decide what i wanna do next.. Cause study for me is useless. In my opinion it's wasting my time and money. But maybe i'll consider to take a simple course to improve. Maybe english? As you can see,my english L-O-W ,C-H-E-A-P ,E-A-S-Y . Thinking wanna improve it for such a long time!

Hoping to get more promoter job. Luckily that i've one next 2 weeks. And another 3 which still need to wait respond from their boss. I hope it's all going well :) God please bless me!

I wanna meet my sister too :( But seems like they all busy get going with their life cause my phone never rang since long time ago. Kinda wondering why we can't just like some of those gang? Will going out always or keep in touch all the time? Maybe this is us. RIght? But i still hoping that our friendship still like the old time :)

My lover , my only one :)

Today, I start to learn blogging b’Cox bored with FB already. Actually I know bout these blogging stuff long time ago but the reason why I don’t want to start although my bestie -Van kept mimicked me to join in cause of the reason I don’t wanna let people’s know ed bout my stuff. Ya, you ‘all must been thinking what so surprises, fresh bout my daily life? It’s not fresh to those open-minded people’s but to some of those ‘SAM PA LAO’ they totally ignore it even thought not happen at their self. I don’t unda the reason why they need to think so negatively, why cant they think to the way positive? So fugly shit! Isn’t this my freedom to choose what i like,love.So what if its different from others, I dun give a damn on it. This is my life, I choose the way I wanna walk thru so ignore me if you would but nothing can stopping me from being ME. You wanna give an comment go ahead then.

I admit its really quite different and need to be strong if wanna be with ‘HE’ but i just cant go on without you.So what? I just need to be strong so don't worry bout me my dear.Everyone those know me from the last time knowed i really being serious in this relationship cause I never act like this before. Never and ever thou.I admit I'm a player last time but now I change allot. Here I wanna apologize to those ex,I haven grown up that's why I treat the relationship like games but now I know its not that easy to grown a long relationship and keep it sweet like us nowadays.
I'm glad my family and bestie support me on this if not I really dunno how I wanna hold on alone,its really difficult.Surely the support and love that given from you the special one-NICKEL TAN is the super big energy that make me can hold till now  Thanks cause never give up on this stupid girl that have a super duper bad temper like a fire mountain,I really dunno how you gonna stand me one years but I hope you can keep stay stand thru for many other years we gonna pass thru together too ;) I don’t unda what bout me so attractive you to me soO much bout... I admit that I have nothing good at even a look. HA HA. The foo lest people I ever seen that make me fall so deep inside.I hope we can stay like this forever,I dun care bout those bullshit people’s said I just wanna be right by your side always! Dear,ILOVEYOU!

To those ‘SAM PA LAO’,IGNORE MY PAGES IF YOU HATES IT but please GET LOST NOW.DON’T STOP BY TO GIVE AN COMMENT,i don’t WELCOME YOU! This is my space,my world so FCUK OFF if its annoy you.